Tuesday 29 September 2009

When the world falls...

When the world falls, I will find you,
I will be there right beside you.
When chaos ensues and you become afraid,
I will protect you and keep you safe.

When your hungry I will feed you,
When your tired I will hold you,
If you cry I will comfort you,
If it's cold I will keep you warm too.

When the world goes dark, and you lose your way,
I will carry you through the darkness until day.
I will be with with you until it ends, if it ends,
And I will be there with you when the day begins.
There by your side through it all,
The day the world falls.

Sunday 27 September 2009

No Title

There was a time when I was wondering about the future, wondering who I would be,
I would sit in my room, listening to music, watching the sun set through the trees.
I would escape the world and I would imagine one greater, one where I was king,
Knowing all, seeing everyone, in control of everything,
But I grew to resent that fantasy, it was to predictable, no mystery.
I still wonder about the future today, looking to space and thinking of God,
Not your God, my God, I'm possessive, free of religion and hypocritical dogs.
I'm stuck in Limbo all the time, between the state of limbo and the state of me,
Constantly thinking and pondering life, knowing theres more to be seen.
Really there is but haven't yet opened our eyes, I await the day I've opened mine.

Saturday 26 September 2009

Would I

There was a time that I used to look at, the sky, I watched all those pretty stars, just, floating by, I wondered what was out there was there a god up above, watching me down here, sitting on the porch looking up, Was I meant to do something special, meant to be something more, Would I save someones life, would I change the world, would be like the heroes that came before, would I. WOULD I. What I am I meant to do here, who am I supposed to be, is there a god up there looking down on me, Will I always stay here, or will I save the world, Could you please just help me out here, give me a hint or three, I know I ask alot, I know it's part of the mystery. So I will keep living my life, being the person I want to be, I will try to help the helpless, give what I don't need, use smiles to kill the sadness, and be there when you need me, and BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED ME.

WOULD I, would I, WOULD IIIII. Will I always be ordinary, will I always be me, or will I save a life, will I change the world, will I be like the heroes that came before me.

You are my life.

And sometimes when were singing, We dance around, dancing around, were feeling happy and your so beautiful, I wish I could stop, this moment, this moment in time, and watch you go round and round, Smiling, all the time, you smile at me, we are free, butterflies and bees, birds in the trees, and you are with me. I don't need, anything, but you, but you are everything to me, we fly in our dreams, we play like kids, and in the noon time, we curl up together, and we watch, we watch the sunsets, and the stars rise, because you are everything, you are my life.

Thursday 17 September 2009

The temporary...

I am about to go to sleep, about to dream another dream,
As the echos of the days past in my ear are ringing,
I try and find the beautiful face in my thoughts of the dream I dreamed the night before, The solemn warm tranquility, I barely remember but still wanting more.
I remember the feelings most, and the kindness that she showed, Aphrodite in disguise granting me my night of love, but will I ever know.
I understand its what my mind makes up for me, but try sleeping in my shoes for one night, you'll be craving the fantasy. I do not long for sleep, as a narcotic addict does for drugs, I enjoy the days and nights equally and the gifts from above.
Relax now fall away for it is the time to do that, escape this weird reality though soon you will be back. And when you return from slumber enjoy the day for day, as you will soon realise the memory of it's beauty too does also fade away.

Until another day...

Slowly the ropes that tied us together burn apart and disappear, What once was is no longer clear. Silly moons and pretty stars bright, Once upon a time we sat under them at night. Talking about the future ever turning, while the fire we sat around was stirring. As time went on the fire grew hotter and the roads began to fork right and left, We both had our opinions and weren't sure which way was best. We did however seperate and enter our own solemn way, Until We meet again old friend, until another day.

Saturday 12 September 2009

A thank you...

I remember when we we're younger I wanted to impress,
Though with you, you gave me praise none the less,
When we first met I made you nervous but you were shy,
Soon enough we were friends and I didn't have to try,
You were the one good person who liked me for me,
And when I lost a friend, you were there to set me free,
We talked a lot and were always there for eachother,
You were like a sister to me, and I felt like your brother.
I thank you for all you've done over the years no matter how small,
Really I appreciate it, since others would have done nothing at all,
I wish you for you happiness in every single way,
Because you have brought me joy every single day,
Your a true special girl, an Angel in disguise
Like the sun in the sky, your hope burning bright,

Jupiter in a night sky...

Tonight I saw once again Jupiter with my naked eye,
It was up there and looked like star very bright,
So I pulled out a telescope and focused it into view,
With a 10mm lense I saw it clear and it's four moons,
I was really excited and amazed at what I saw,
I looked at it for almost 2 hours completely in awe,
And I think I experienced what Galileo had too,
When he looked into space and saw Jupiter true.
Remarkable; Amazing! And Alas I must go to sleep,
Maybe tomorrow night Jupiter again will my eyes see.

Wednesday 9 September 2009

I dream of you

So when I wake up, I feel I've fallen asleep again,
Because it's like I am, Seeing you in my dreams again,
You look so amazing, you look so beautiful,
Smiling all the time, your eyes are looking back at mine,
I say a little joke, you laugh a little bit,
I see your smile, the more you laugh the bigger it gets.
You put my hand on your chest, and I feel your heart beat best,
It gives me goosebumps everytime, to feel your heart beating with mine,
dum bada dum, dumba da dum bada da dum, dum bada dum da da dum da da badum
Our heart beats slowly, together were growing slowly,
Feeling like two is done, slowly were becoming one.
I am the happiest I've ever been, I hope you are too,
Because when I go to bed at night, I dream of you.

pieces of the puzzle.

So all the pieces of the puzzle make me fall fast and befuzzled
as I work out the turns and slides in my mind,
Me and you fit together like this, we go together like that,
and I think if we put all the pieces together we'll be seeing our paths,
interwined in the middle of time between the sunset and the sun rise

Monday 7 September 2009

A great day...

hey now whatcha gonna do now, whatcha gonna do now,
your gonna go to sleep and in the morning you'll wake up,
and I'll make you breakfast to eat- drink orange juice that we like to eat-drink
Orange juice all over the floor, I spilled it, as you come you came walking through the door. Grab the towels do the dishes, sun is coming through the kitchen, windows. I drop everything right there, let it fill me up, your beautiful, and I pick you up, it's daylight, but we go to bed, soft I lay you down and kiss your head, and then your neck. You smell like summer coconuts and all pretty things, I hold you in my arms but your the one squeezing. The hair falls in your face, you blow it up back into place, phoosh, phoosh. We smile and we laugh, we smile and we laugh, you curl up a little bit. We just lay there, I don't want to go anywhere. It's time for lunch so I make us a nice grilled cheese, tomato soup and grilled cheese, let's eat-drink orange juice that we like to eat-drink orange juice that you are sipping, yummm. So hey now what we gonna do now, what we gonna do now, let's go to the beach, and swim in the sea, laid back. Were done swimming time for a little pic nic dinner, pb an j with some graham crackers and we eat-drink orange juice from our thermos, its great with what we eat-drink orange juice is a tasty sweet treat. It's time to go nowlet's go home and take shower wash off the day, a great day. The windows rolled down we drive through the countryside, the air is cool and it smells nice, fireflies, as we roll through the countryside. Soon were rolling up the driveway, and I carry you inside, asleep but smiling. And we lay down again, and I sing "hey now whatcha gonna do now, whatcha gonna do now..."

Wednesday 2 September 2009

Ode to a friend...

It was my birthday, we hadn't talked in over a year.
We used to be friends back in elementary and things fell apart.
We became friends again, back in high school.
Though it was never truly the same, though that day, when I heard your name...

I don't know what happened, only what I've heard.
I'm sorry that you were taken, earlier than what was expected.
I hope that you are now in a better place than before.
I pray to god that your family makes it through...

I wish you the happiest everafter and again, I'm sorry that we couldn't have been,
better friends.

Please know I do miss you in some way, like I missed my friend Michael before.
You were a brother and a son to some, and with us we were men.
Please know that you reminded me not take love for granted.
And know you've touched peoples lives and changed our worlds, I'm sorry that you weren't able to learn this before the end.

So on Saturday Many will try to say goodbye, some will pay respects and some will only cry.
But none of us will truly forget you or where we were on that day, when you my distant friend were taken away...

Tuesday 1 September 2009

Alisha (to the song Lola)

I met her in school back in fourth grade
Where you learn to read and spell little words like cola
C-o-l-a cola
She sat next to me and she passed me a glance
I asked her her name and in a low whispered voice she said Alisha
a-l-i Alisha a le-le-le lisha

Well Im not the worlds most ouspoken guy
But when she said "Let's be friends," I knew it'd be fine.
I'm friends with alisha ale-le-le-le lisha
I used to have to snip but sometimes I got a chance,
From Mr. Dawson who was a really cool cool man
And he'd call on alisha le-le-le-le lisha le-le-le-le lisha

Well we played on the play ground an then got homework sigh,
But she always seemed to get hers right
We always had fun playin on basketball teams
And we'd always have fun swingin' on the swings
Well Im not the worlds most acrobatic guy,
But when I jumped off the swing I almost knocked over Alisha
Ale-le-le-le lisha le-le-le-le lisha Alisha
Ale-le-le-le lisha ale-le-le-le lisha


She would always always be polite.
She would open the door
Pick up a pencil dropped on the floor
She was always quick to say please
It didn't matter if it was you or me

Well thats the way that I want it to stay
And I always want it to be that way for Alisha
ale-le-le-le lisha
Boys will be boys and girls will be girls
But shes been the greatest girl in the world
And she is Alisha
ale-le-le-le lisha

Well I started college just a week before
And now here I sit rewriting this score
to lola, I smiled and played the song again
And thought I wonder how I'm gonna make this end

Well Im not the worlds most richest man
But I'm glad that I have her for a friend,
And my friend is Alisha
Ale-le-le-le lisha le-le-le-le lisha Alisha
Ale-le-le-le-le lisha le-le-le-le lisha